Friday, November 20, 2009

Nice kid goes to school every morning, comes back in evening, mother makes him do homework , sleeps early, Gets up early atleast never late at school.
In school not a dumb ass , not a exceptional performer. Jus anoder student
Label me average.
Problem starts here y didn’t I never participate in sports? Why wasn’t I studying hard enuf to be a topper , why didn’t I perform in quizzes and dance competitions and debates and why wasn’t I even teacher’s pet?
Answer for above till now was I blamed it on my parents and teachers and school.
1) School wasn’t up to the mark they never forced students to perform or participate. But then there were students who participated and performed and played and did well is studies
2) Teachers they didnt support me , well they did to other students , y nt me coz I never gave them a chance or maybe thy didn’t see it in me, something worth exploring
3) Parents I always thought thy should hav encouraged me to be a player or into some extra curricular activites , bt they had many problems inspite of which thy gave me best of the training thy could but they weren’t blessed with best of conditions to live in hence thy had to fight thr own battle too.

So here’s the basic flaw since the beginning of life I never tried to be a winner, it was jus that I had a aim like getting to next class I did jus a bit more thn enuf to pass with avg marks, the term average finds its presence here too this is the main evil!.
Some Winners are born while some are created by training.
I havnt started training myself to be a winner.
What this “avg” did to me upto the time before high school was it never made me work so hard to be a winner, it made me lack determination.

So here was the foundation of a average boy
A question comes to my mind while writing this
“ y do we want to be different from other?”
May be I will find its answer aftr I find my solution to the one I am writing for

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